Today is weigh in day and I don't have high hopes. Scale at home said 145.6 this morning, which would mean I lost .2lbs - however, the scales are not the same and my home scale is usually .5lb-1lb lower than the Weight Watchers Scale.

I worked my butt off these past few days to not gain, and I'm not so sure my efforts paid off - atleast not yet. If I do gain this week, and I continue with this exercise regime next week, I'm going to really push to lose a big amount next week.

Knowing how hard I had to work to make up for the food I put in my mouth is not worth it. Saying no would have been 100x easier.

Mothers Day will be my challenge.